it is i am have a very very very bad attitude or behaviour???hmm~~ so sad !!!i am felt that a lot of people dont like me. it is i am doing something wrong????
i am really felt sad!!! that is the reason i am want alone always. i am really dont know how to communicate with them or with my future friend already. sometimes i am felt that have a very good in social and communication skill is really hard for me. no matter what i am trying to do and what i am trying to save the conversation in our communication is useless. they still think of me is wrong!!! they dont like me maybe is because of others people talking bad about me??they dont know what happen, just listen 1 side idea or opinion only????not satisfy with my bahaviour and attitude thats why they will talking about my bad??or i am really have a lot of bad thing to let them talking abt me?? i think i am really have a big problem with that since last times. everytimes when i am know a new friend sure the samething will happen on me. that mean is my problem already not others. sad!!!! it is really wanna make me cry...
sometimes i am keep trying to persuade myself that never mind and dont too mind abt what they look at me and what they think of me.just do what iam happy is ok already but..............my feeling is not like that. i am is a human not thing. so i wil got feeling!!! i will felt sad and just felt curious why is like that???why this will always happen on me???or the fact is not like that is me think too much d???or because i am women, generally women wil have 6 sense so will very sensitive with this kind of thing??i am really dont know what should i do and what i need to do already!!! guys .......people..........if u think that iam wrong or what i do is a bad behaviour or attitude please~~~~~~~~~~~let me know that. the reason is we will not know who are ourself and the attitude toward others people, the aside people just will notice and know what is ur bahaviour. so guys~~~if u know who am i and what wrong with my attitude i have please let me know !!!ok???? i wont angry because u telling me direct, but the fact is not like that i will try to explain with u. sometimes people is easy with the misunderstanding with the thing....1 people thinking and perception is different form others. that why misunderstood always will happen in our life...